New Nikes

I try on the 10.5s again.
I want them to fit.
They are too tight.
But they are too cool.

Regret shows itself in shoes, too.
I will take them back tomorrow.
And exchange them for jeans.
or store credit.

My phone vibrates.
It's no one.
I check my email.
It's nothing.

My laptop refreshes itself.
Without asking me.
And I am reminded why.
I hate change.

I watch a show.
About time travel.
And pick it apart.
Sleep eludes the best me.

I try on the 10.5s again.
I want them to fit.
They are too tight.
But they are too cool.