right now
or soon
because of rivers
or hours.
I can't write a song
and I love this day
but I can't do anything
about time and tensions.
I am lucky
to have skin ripping off,
fingers and airport.
some people want lots of people.
I want none,
and if you are one of them
then I hope to be busy with hope.
I can't dream or wish,
my head
is dead.