you should smile more.

my belly hurts but I still love you.
in bad kansas, bullet kentucky, 
cold minnesota, stuck nyc, shit florida
and beyond the television of twitter.

i am happy for you. 
in your ceaseless beauty, 
your strong will, your ignorance of me
and the path you are carving. 

this whole thing is fading.
and michael or andrew or whomever
you are dating deserves to know
that you deserve the world. 

speaking of the world.
it needs your smile, so don't do it sometimes
do it all the time, because you laugh like legs dance
and I miss it more than mornings.