so today I drain in the rain.
remember when we were.
in Tompkins Square Park.
and you fell on my skateboard?
that is an adorable memory.
I cross the street.
Minnesota, here I cum.
looking forward to midwestern gals.
ollie up the curb.
hit a pebble and bust my ass.
remembered I am not 13 or 23 anymore.
my flight tomorrow is early.
so I go collect my belongings.
and drink myself to sleep.
in the ruined celebration of life.
on the outskirts.
maybe I will bring my skateboard.
and never come back.