simply a portmanteau

I am tired from living.
I'm tired of dying, too.
My face hurts from boxing. 
I am over this week.
I want you to know. 
I scream. 
Groovy. 
Well-to-do. 
A yadulusia dog. 
Broken heart, but worth every pensive penny. 
Say what must be.
At least, speak to me.