I'm nervous about declaring
the act of giving up on you...
I'm gonna stop posting
to this goddamn blog for a while
until you acknowledge me
or unblock your own blog.
you are a weirdo
but it is okay though
I am an asshole,
but I still have a heart beat
and I am honest.
don't let this go on forever;
meet me in the middle...
this doesn't feel right,
but I have other things to write
and I am hanging on
by threads and beers.
and I am tired here.