and there were only like two or three lies.
but you will never believe that.
and we will probably never see or speak to each other again.
so what is the point?
to me, the point is making sure.
that it was real.
and not forgetting.
not letting you forget.
daring us both to believe.
it's still not easy for me.
every song, every book.
every damn love story.
on film or in dreams.
it still hovers and haunts.
I will never be able.
to dig a grave for our love.
we don't talk.
but I know you are listening.
and part of you agrees.