2:17 PM
your sheets.
your couch.
the small of your back.
your puppy friend.
2:18 PM
your kisses.
your hatred for me.
My love for you.
your disbelief in everything I say.
your morning smell,
which I have only smelled once or twice
(and it smells so good).
your face
that I can read so well.
your books on your bookshelf.
2:19 PM
the way I handled everything in the past.
how ashamed of myself I am.
how much I regret hurting you.
what soulmates are…
Soulmates are supposed to challenge you.
how much I have missed you.
how many times yesterday and this morning that I told you I love you.
your eyes.
Your eyes!
2:20 PM
your eyelashes.
your eyebrows.
your nose.
the undeniable chemistry our bodies and souls have.
and how the world ceases to matter when I am with you.
and the memories.
2:21 PM
and the hope.
and the hope.
and the hope.
and how I am scared too.
and how much I hurt you.
and how much I fucking hurt you.
and how much I want my life to be yours and vice versa
and your beautiful knees
and laying with you last night.
2:22 PM
and posterity.
and self defense.
and love.
and love.
and love.
and love.
and your hands.
and sitting next to you in your Honda.
2:23 PM
and love.
and love.
and how yesterday and this morning I was hit in the face with a stone.
and how perfect we are for each other,
and how perfect for each other we are.
2:24 PM
and I cried in the night, last night.
and I don’t care, don’t give a fuck.
because it was good.
and I was next to you in your peach-colored sheets.
2:25 PM
as you can see I am wigging out.
2:27 PM
I’ll be over tonight with a toothbrush.