I'm Just Kinda Tired

I don't know what I need,
but I need something.
I would say travel,
but I have been traveling 
for over 2 years.
I would say a good woman,
but there is no such thing. 
I would say relief,
but that concept is fleeting. 
I would say nature,
but nature is disappearing.
I would say city blues,
but the city is red and dead.
I would say a prudent future, 
but who the hell knows how to plan that?
Maybe I will just go back to college
and sleep until 3 in the afternoon,
smoke weed all day
and work at a bar.