Captain of the Rapids

swapping a source.
swapping a song.
changing my sweater.
changing my life. 

new chairs don't count for much.
neither do new laptops.
we are never going to feed it anything.
crazy is generated through stillness.

intense and powerful yet predictable. 
a wave in a river formed by obstacles on the river bottom.
where the wave stands still relative to the bank.
we are relative to the passing.

never turning back. 
since there were rivers.
since there were men.
I try, because trying is all.