in my next life,
and evolve
and change
with the garlic in my pocket.
I want to call you
and have a conversation
about nothing
and then end on confidence
with an emoji-filled textmessage.
cool cool
and then the sun
will help me write
happy poems
about love
and life
for the first time
in a long time.
sail a sign of deference,
can't stop,
addicted to the shindig
and I am paying for it
proudly because of memories alone,
alone.