Shower Of

the grass builds the mountains.
poets and love don't mix.
certain days are certain days.
I repeat myself.

in my heart.
and soul.
I recognize.
the loss of it all.

with a keen sense.
I know.
accepting it's hard to accept.
refusal or rewriting.

what's the difference?
I miss you so much.
sleep is a luxury I can't afford.
and it is getting funny and worse.