Emojis and Elipses

I want to live
in a movie trailer
for a French love story.

I am not smart,
never have been,
I will choke on your ice cream.

Whenever I have a good drunk,
I need a good drunk,
just to get over it.

Just ask my friend Everett,
hahaha,
while gates get locked.

California laughs at me, too,
and the Earth is still
spinning.

I hope my voicemail
made some sort of sense
the last hundred years.

All the varieties of instruments
is incredible,
such a diverse sounding misfire.

I want to live
in miles
of skyline.

Higher than a damned keyboard,
lower than your face,
somewhere where strangers say Ditto.

So what do we do?
Say sweet dreams to other queens,
and then what?