Monthslong

I don't really give a shit
about Halloween, never have. 
I don't know why.
Maybe I just like my regular clothes
or hate having to wear a clown costume
all damn night. 

I'd rather build ofrendas 
with flowers and dull sugar
to honor the dead
than pay a $20 cover
just to fight for the bar all night
with douche bags and sluts.

my breath stinks,
I hate getting older,
I lost something,
Somewhere,
And she forgot my bday.

I wish I were rich. 
But I wouldn't buy cars or giraffes or rockets. 
I would just buy all my friends houses 
on the same block. 
hashtag real shit 
#realdreams.