here,
thinking about Vonnegut's balls
and ice9,
while waiting to be called.
wearing black shirt
and big belly,
and green coat, jeans as always,
and now grey chukka boots.
this is me
right now,
in the place and time,
on Earth in life.
this is vice versa,
where once was cocaine,
but now I am stoked
to sit and just watch hockey.