lost my lucky sweater


lost my lucky sweater
last night at a blues bar.
or I left it at the movie theater.
or I forgot it at her place.

I've had that thing for twelve years.
I got it at a thift store in Florida
and couldn't ever wear it until that first winter in Manhattan.
never washed it once.

sorta saddening.
really.
that's why I can't send you
x-mas cards.