welcome to the motor of my hell


irritable (fire) is the werd.

I despair.

I do not write anything interesting.
ironic, serious, mocking, maybe.
I hear the gossip of my peers,
here and there and in brooklyn,
and I write it down.

I write for fear of silence.

I write for my own privacy,
in my own mind,
in this generation;
this explicit morris desert,
full of blue werds and energy.

I despair.

cops can't catch me.

I play for the search of speech,
overall every girl,
and the restoration itself.

somebody left the gate open and the damn dog got out.

this is a lottery,
and I forgive the kitchen for being corrupt with cooking my heart
with oysters.

however,
poets are bulemic.
they purge.

I scare me.
I don't ever want to go.

tonight my house has fallen.
my body pushes forward.
I bleed out her heart.

canned corn and booze and goodbyes and this year
are all just as poetic as violent explosions.

I mispell you.
I hold ghost in my arms.
deathless.
I breathe your yellow arrows.

I'll wait til I'm sorry.