Duvet

Bailed on a poetry show
right after reading a poem about death.

While most 43-year-olds
are talking about investments
or taking ozempic,
I am battling.

Suffered through a cover band
while sipping club soda at a bar
in which all the ghostly patrons
have nothing but bad Bon Jovi
and buffalo wings.

I have a bed and a blanket
and that blanket has it's own blanket,
a far better cry
than these bastards 
without saints.

Despite decorating my decaying body with ink,
I still feel like a kid in my heart,
half a mile between 
these people and those people. 

Hell's first whisper 
is a question about Heaven.