What is what you want ducks up what you have?

It used to be 40s on the stoop
and now it is Metamucil in the Subaru. 

It used to be cocaine, now it is chamomile. 

The cycle of my stupidity continues,
but I am less dumb (or more numb). 

What did you want your life to be
before the world told you what it ought to be?

It used to be love on the lamb,
now it is just sitting still. 

It used to be chaos. 

Things change, 
people do, too.